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...eyes open, taking in Mr. MMC and Jim/RFSilver
slumbering... deep intake of air... presses gift song
to heart... recalls Mr. MMC's surprise visit...
...shouts inside, surprised at my reaction... never
felt that before!!!
Mr. MMC is so very loving and loyal... and if a woman
really removed the barriers, oh my gawd! the intensity
of the energy of love makes you happily senseless!!!
...recalls the explosive delight of his singular focus...
a feeling like no one else existed, except me...
sighs happily... I never thought being a teeny bopper
could add so much joy to my life!
Thank you, Mr. MMC, for the joy and the experience you gave me...
:SCREAMS: MMC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAHOOOOOO! :jumps up and down like a little kid! so excited
I gotta catch my breath!: OMG Brother!!!
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Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain
:: whispers in his ear :: I miss you too Jim...
so much laughter I've been given just remembering our "concerts" ... :: chuckles ... gives a gentle squeeze to thy
shoulder ::
Jim, know that I am proud of the way you have cared for Ms. Apryl... how you have solved problems... and taken risks... I couldn't have done a better job Brother...
:can barely hear news my heart is pumping so fast. Not gonna even try to "analyse" and control or hide my emotions. Sink to the floor and cry like a baby:
You understand me so well... it was very stressful and scary and I had to think and risk so much to take care of everybody like Apryl at first on my own and we didn't even know what questions to ask and... that night we found out and lost hope and... :so overwhelm... relief floods in places I didn't know I had:
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Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain
Peace Be unto Ye My Friend... Know I trust your judgment and highly value our mutual understanding...
MMC you don't embarass anyone or ever bring up my lack
of experience... I want you as a life coach or trainer. I can pretend
to be Rocky and you though are nicer can be that trainer of his...
in fact in your own way you are!
HAHAHAHAhahaha! You inspire a person and your expectations
are the goal. Hey Apryl I'm gonna be just like you! I wanna be
an emotionally honest and naked person so I can have and be
worthy of an emotionally naked pretend girlfriend!
:Beams cause I just figured that out all by myself, glances at Apryl
though I know she is crushin hard on MMC but he doesn't care and
me neither! :
How can a person want a gf/bf when they ain't even worthy of
the type they want? I would listen to those girly programs
sometimes with my granny and the women wanting a certain type
of man when we all know they wouldn't know what to do with one,
cracked me up. How would somebody like that even be "attracted"
to them?
Hey Apryl! Well how 'bout this ... we both in training! This is how I
FEEL RIGHT NOW!!!
You're training to be... WOW APRYL! :blushes: You're kinda there already...
:looking at your blackbox video: Ok I'm gonna train myself too!
MMC you believe in me... and Apryl believe in me... and this is so
great! I am gonna train now so I can be Rocky and life is my
opponent... every time we hear stuff 'bout MJ I can knock life
on its butt cause he was our generation's creep, freak, weirdo...
yall just don't know the pain of living as your sons and daughters
in this time and in this culture...
:gulps suddenly: Ok I talked to much again! ...but but...
I'm so inspired! :Face Beaming waving arms around:
Hey MMC! Brother don't worry 'bout anything. Kick Butt! Know I'll
take care of everything... :Pats MMC on the back, already thinkin
of my training schedule:... Man I'm starting to understand that to
be a real lover of humanity, you have to practice everyday!
When you come back I wanna ask you 'bout that CIA thingie of
Cheneys... Private Army and all... no wonder you were nervous as
hell... the Republicans had lost their minds... anyway
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Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain
I look forward to talking again... Peace Brother...
:hugs ya tight... feelin all sorts of energy pumping
through me...as if I took some superman shot or somethin
Hahahahahahaha!:
Peace MMC!
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Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain
: lays back on sofa...
sleepiness comes quickly... closes eyes ::
... time is up... :: waves ... starts to snore ::
MMC
`
:fierce whisper: I wanna be a lover that heals the world!
...for those who are really struggling losing Michael Jackson, such
as Apryl and "Jim," AKA RF Silver, Alexus and several others newer
to our community, who have posted here and in Vol. I of this thread
about Michael Jackson, I'm asking you to listen to it differently this
time. Some of the lyrics may be comforting to some of you right now.
Wow MSR! You are one caring Dude... Righteousssss....
:looking at MSR:
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Originally Posted by Mtn. States Resident
....Emotional honesty, being willing to admit that adults can
and should cry at times, asking for the help of others and conveying
messages either by writing them or selecting messages with the
songs selected, have told us of your strengths.
MSR... I'm finding out it's worth the risk man. I mean like who
taught us that facing the unknown was to be avoided... I wanna
"be" more... more than a consumer of plastic products... and the
only way to get there it seems and avoid the "Matrix" as MMC
calls it, is to go in the "opposite" direction and practice loving
even if it's on a small level.
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Originally Posted by Mtn. States Resident
Good will come out of Michael Jackson's death. I know it's hard
to believe that when it feels like a part of your world has collapsed.
It IS hard to believe when the TV is like rabid vampires lookin for
dirt, hurt, weaknesses and ignoring stuff that would inspire the
younger generation like "DONATING" something to charity... and
the number of charities he donated to, beat every other human
being... but what message do this culture give us? That that ain't
important... what drugs you took to sleep or keep monsters away,
is!
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Originally Posted by Mtn. States Resident
....Grieving people have been emotionally honest and perhaps
gotten in touch with deeper feelings/beliefs than they have
had for several years.
Amen to that Brother! Ya know something... I once came close to
actually dying and I was very aware of something as I was dying...
my mind got very sharp enough to observe it all and I confirmed
this with others who have had the experience...
What stayed with me was my hatreds (childish ones at the time)
and my loves... my "intellectual" beliefs fell away so quickly it
shocked me... I remember struggling in my mind to recall what
it was I said I believed... but it all crumbled away like dust...
What was coming in hard and fast was the loves and hatreds...
It's like the complete "opposite" to life as we know it... you know
how in life everything is rewarded centered on the intellect?
Well as you die, the intellect changes and you see it for the tool
that it was meant to be and is... it is the tool and not the goal...
the HEART (Feeling) is/was the goal all along... mortal life was only meant
to have the mind/intellect "train/refine/discipline" emotional feelings...
Because, this was for me, a real life experience I don't have to waste time
contemplating etc... or debating the issue...
I can just go ahead and... I mean it's not even religious... no more
religious than the air we breath... its just IS, like gravity... :realizes I'm
again talkin too much... gets embarrassed: Anyway... Man... again there
I go speakin what seems to be off the subject...
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Originally Posted by Mtn. States Resident
Truly, we do have to help each other in life for any of us to survive the tragedies, the things that aren't fair, the people who hurt us and other experiences we have, for us to come out stronger people, who still are able to love and trust others. If we don't help each other, some people won't survive losing Michael Jackson, or dealing with other struggles in their lives.
TRUE!!! Gawd MSR! I LOVE how you put that Man!
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Originally Posted by Mtn. States Resident
I believe it isn't by coincidence that certain people found this thread (Vol. I) when they did and have been there for each other through the days since Michael Jackson died. It has been my experience that there are helpers for us to help us through the rough spots in our lives, if we will look, see who is offering to help in various ways and if we are wise enough to take the help offered and given to us.
"And I feel the hand of fate
Reaching out to both of us
I've been holding back the night
I've been searching for a clue from you
I'm gonna try with all my might
To make this story line come true"
From Survivor's "I Can't Hold Back."
.....I hope today is a bit easier for those whose hearts are aching
so much right now, regardless of the reason. Take good care of
your emotional/spiritual self and take good care of those in your
life that matter to you.....
....
MSR
Your whole post was/is Awesome Brother!
I feel understood by you and I know Apryl did too! So did others...
MMC would say we must thank the ones who add something to our
lives... and I agree otherwise the receiving one becomes a thief of
self-centerness...
So Thank You MSR!
Jim/Rocky (whichever one I feel like to you in the moment Hahaha!)
:mouth drops... stares: MMC could you teach me how you made
that? :drop to a knee: I SWEAR I'll be the best art student you'll
ever have! Teach me Master!!!! :cracks up at myself:
Ms. Rare, that was beautiful! I felt like I was dancing myself
and have to say that is the best tango video I have ever seen.
You are a very very lucky lady!
I agree Apryl! : points to chest: I'm gonna make something like
that one day soon... for a girl that's naked and faithful too!
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Originally Posted by Apryl7
...skips over to Ms. Rare and asks, Can I pretend to be you in
that video sometime?.... giggles
Hey Apryl! Can I pretend I'm MMC when you are dancing... well
maybe after the 12th time you have dance with him? Oh and
can you tell me if your answer is yes, when its time so I can
be ready?
Ms. Rare pleasssseeee say yes! Hahahahahahaha!
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Originally Posted by Apryl7
I am now interested in tango...
Me too Apryl! We can take lessons and everything if you want!
:Beaming: I want to get into that trance thing Ms. Rare was
talking about... I'll find out how much it cost... we can be
extreme in our imaginations here and in real life we can just
learn how to do one simple step real good!
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Originally Posted by Apryl7
lol ...and it makes perfect sense to try to have these different
experiences before you get to an age where you wouldn't be able
to do it even if you wanted to.
I know! I'm getting stronger working in the warehouse and I don't
wanna wait til I'm so old I can't do anything... even if I was like
50 years old, if my knees were still good I would run out and
learn! I wanna live an exciting life, don't you Apryl?
So this is just a thank you to you
for being the type of woman whose sincerity attracts such devotion
(the tango video) to you specifically and, through you, to the world
:gazing at Apryl... sighing happily: yes Ms. Rare... Thnk you for
inspiring Apryl.... cause maybe she will dance like that with me...
:resist knocking on the wooden table:
Apryl I think you are the most exciting girl in the world...
I like your Modern World video! Hahahahaha! I think you look
pretty in that Black Box video and the dress you have on in
this video... : pretending Anouk is you:
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Originally Posted by Apryl7
Anouk - Modern World (Official Video) High Quality
Good will come out of Michael Jackson's death.
MSR
beauitful song bro MJ's death made me remember the times when i was younger and used to spend every summer at my aunts house in south carolina. my aunt taught ballet and we'd go with her to the studio and spend all day doing mj moves in front of the mirrors life was so simple back then i reached out to my cousin who i havent talked to in almost 5 years not a fight just life, jobs, kids, school, relationships, etc got int the way and we lost touch. it felt great to reconnect with him.
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Originally Posted by natalayjones
I love that version too. I love Percy Sledge. MJ's death has me listening to the music of my childhood (and some before my time) I heard one radio DJ say his death marked the beginning of the end of all great music because all the artists now are so mediocre. My heart aches to think that my best musical days are behind me I know there'll never be another MJ, or even Luther Vandross but is it too much to ask for a song that makes you feel something ? Excitement, sadness, joy, nostalgia...anything?
i know what you mean to me if a song doesn't make you feel anything than it's not music; it's just a song. I am a lover of music but I'm not a big fan of songs.
::slowly melts into a curtsey... deep, reverent bowing
of head...rising, softly sways with the joy of the sweetest gift...
ahhhh Sir! The dance! Yes! ... heart tumbles and soars
in Thy embrace... limbs fluid... free...
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Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain
:: dance comes to an end but not really :: Ms. Rare....
... remember our dance and dance here with Me... :: smiles...
:: I am in the dance because I made it for you
and for Me... a counter-part to what I knew you were doing...
:: lets out a soft gasp of delight!.... keep it strong? ...
heart feels as if birds fly out of chest singing a love song...
keep it open? Joy! Yes!!
nearly swoon with knowing can dance with Thee at any
time!...
Thee have placed such magic upon it? for really real?
skips round in delight... tiptoes hop and twirl... dance anytime? wonderment!
ahhh Sir tis a dream come true! this one shall dance and dance
with Thee.... be certain!
beauitful song bro MJ's death made me remember the times when i was younger and used to spend every summer at my aunts house in south carolina. my aunt taught ballet and we'd go with her to the studio and spend all day doing mj moves in front of the mirrors life was so simple back then i reached out to my cousin who i havent talked to in almost 5 years not a fight just life, jobs, kids, school, relationships, etc got int the way and we lost touch. it felt great to reconnect with him.
i know what you mean to me if a song doesn't make you feel anything than it's not music; it's just a song. I am a lover of music but I'm not a big fan of songs.
That's great about you getting in touch with your cousin again His death made me think about my childhood a lot too. There was one summer where I watched Free Willy almost ever day and I love the song he did on that soundtrack.
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Mmc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
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) I heard one radio DJ say his death marked the beginning of the end of all great music because all the artists now are so mediocre. My heart aches to think that my best musical days are behind me 
I know there'll never be another MJ, or even Luther Vandross but is it too much to ask for a song that makes you feel something ? Excitement, sadness, joy, nostalgia...anything? 
Tango Anytime!
