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Originally Posted by Jonmarc
Thanks for all the responses and points of views. …
This lack of apologizing only seems to have started in the few years since college.
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I didn’t demand they do anything. I suggested what I thought they might have done. I don’t think that is too much to ask.
Neither child has responded to my text. The younger child has given me the silent treatment. Thats very telling and not good. Very immature.
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FWIW - I understand your disappointment, but not anger.
However, you raised these children - evaluate where the mistakes are being made if they are not acting as expected.
Could it be correctable- perhaps?
An Honest open expression of disappointment face to face could be the best or better yet - funny jokes/teasing would elicit better reactions?
What were your expectations of the results after you hit that “send” button?
Someone once said -Flaubert? something like that:
That
we love people for all the good we did for them and hate/resent them for all the bad we did to them.
Your e-mail might have caused your children resentment towards you.
You too should look sternly into yourself as you seem to harbor feelings of resentment/anger too.
You now have distanced yourself from your kids. Would you rather receive next year’s
obligatory Father’s Day card with fake words and thoughtless “Love, X” or have a feeling of being loved and cared for?
Maybe you equate love with money? And expect reciprocity because you spend on them?
How often you spend alone time with your sons?
Talking? Taking part in theirs and yours hobbies together? Taking men road trips?Etc.
They are adults now, you may or may not be able to reach out to them in the way you are looking for
For starters - start loving yourself and your wife more and make good use of your money to love and please yourselves.
The time is yesterday to arrange for your younger son to live on his own: he may start appreciating what you did for him over the years. (Or not?)
Give him his last money for security deposit? To show that you are not bitter..?
Make your wife tell him to go be on his own?
Then just spoil yourself- buy that shiny new fancy car, take a luxurious trip or two, turn your son’s room into your hobby room?
You did enough for your children; too bad they don’t reciprocate in a meaningful way.
Alas, life is full of disappointments.
Treat yourself right! It never disappoints!
Spend on yourself, turn your resentment into a pleasure of spoiling yourself and to make yourself happy and your wife happy?
Happy people are loved by others as they are not petty, they are fun, cheerful, radiate their happiness to others!
Feeling for you; know that you are not alone in the way you feel: a lot of disappointments in parenting for a lot of people
TLDR: you are right in principle, but approaching it differently would be better as it was a signal to you that you are not that close with your sons and you could attempt to do something about it not involving material things